I don’t want to feel sparks of light; I don’t only want to feel alive in those sparks because they aren’t constant and when they aren’t lighting up my world, I feel void. I feel left without and hollow. I feel as if my brain isn’t processing color and the world becomes very plain. I want to feel alive. I want to live in color.
Into the darkness
I don’t want this
My dreams are haunted
With expectations and lost causes
Nine to five’s and crowded offices
Leaves my heart falling
Feeling anxious and nauseous
Sometimes I wonder how real this life is. I wonder about destiny’s and different dimensions; other planes of existence, other worlds… other beings. These thoughts of the possibilities are overwhelming. End.
I’m too quiet. But I’m really not quiet. I just tend to come across that way to new people because I don’t like to talk first.
—Lauren Barnholdt (via splitterherzen)
I’m at peace because I discovered what my true happiness is. It’s not all these nice things that we get. It’s time. It’s awareness, and it’s experiences. That’s happiness - Pharrell Williams
My life is filled mostly with books now. The rest is filled with scattered thoughts of life paths, money and work. Work has the least space.
The sexiest thing in the entire world is being really smart; and being thoughtful and being generous. Everything else is crap. I promise you. It’s just crap that people try to sell to you to make you feel less. So don’t buy it.
"Marriage just seems so terribly, awfully final" Raisa Ana’Marianna